there was a time when I thought we would be together forever

but everything changes and we've fallen apart

for so long, I thought we would still have a connection but you never talk to me

and I blame myself for trying, I do, cause if you never even care to try then why would I?

there are many lost souls, many hearts that are broken and plenty of growing apart

I'm still 17, I'm still your child so why pretending not to know me ?

everytime I'm in your house i just feel so alone, i don't belong where you live

I'm constantly remembered that I don't live there, and my heart can't take this anymore

You've changed, your new life forgot about me, and i've stopped thinking that there are any room left for me.

you were my rolemodel and everytime I cried, thinking about you made me happier

but now when I cry, It's mainly because of you, and it hurts so bad, My heart are broken in pieces for waiting for you to come along, for you to say you miss me

i thought from the beginning that this would've been good, and I thought it's just one big difference in my life, but then It came a new one and a new one and the biggest and hardest things in my life happened on only a year, how did you expect me to melt this when I've just started to deal with it.

It's easy to forgive and forget, this is gonna take a lifetime.

what happened to us? once you was my world,my everything, you were the person i could talk about my day and when i was bored i went to you. now you don't give a shit, my new rolemodel is the person who i once wanted to die because of, now he takes care of me, now he shows me that i exist.